do you ever wait for the look in someone's eyes after kissing?  do you try so hard to find acceptance, and are crestfallen when all that is given back is a lustful lie?  i know you want simplicity, and chaos to make it interesting...you want to be heard...i'm listening.


can you see the world from my eyes?  can you experience what i have?  or have you already found that path?  i've been flailing to recover the lost peices of my ridgid defense.  i've scattered everything i used to be.  you changed my world, and i can never repay you.  i'm burning from the edges of defeat...loss becomes too apparent...i write...i listen.  

i wonder if the words i use become trite, and they get lost in whatever once was.  all i want is to see you smile...when i do, the edges peel back, and the scattereing reforms.  i'm listening.  --T