fading indecision
you are lifeless
you are crestfallen
you are hating me
when was i attractive?
when was i appealing?
did i change?
when did you get here?
the pavement hates me, it came up to hit me.
i don't know what i'm feeling
this is new
when did this happen?
did i change?
you spit at my face
you raped my vigin face
you ignore
why am i stupid?
why am i writing?
i died today
i died today
you killed me
energy wasted