mmmmm taco bell...that really doesn't have much to do with what im writing, but i just ate there, so it's on my mind.  there have been a lot of things on my mind lately.  for one...ashlie.  i completely love her.  she is everything to me.  i can't even explain to the extent i am infatuated with this wonderful, gorgeous little girl.  she lights something inside of me that has never burned before.  everytime i see her, every part of me starts to move somewhat quiker...she enlightens me.  she is so inteligent, and she teaches me so much.  i need her in my life.  i need her to accomplish everything i want to.  and i need her to love.  every corner of my being longs for her when she's gone.  and she makes me feel so special.  so unique.  

money is on my mind too, but not so much.  because i know that there is always something there to help me, or to pull me out at the last second.  and, everything always works out one way or another.  therefore, i should not worry, but it's hard, due to the fact that my mind likes to over analyze things.  it's natural for me.  

and evrything surrounds me, and i feel warmth